Last night at about 12am, i get a phone call which i found alittle annoying cause it was so late and i was playing a game
i had no idea what was going on, but i get my Cousin Screaming bloody murder over the phone saying "Get to my Kids GEt to my Kids" i think nothing of it my body already was ripping my headsets off as i was standing and reaching for my door handle as i Burst out of the room scaring my cat in the proccess and my mother which i hear "What the hell you doing" as i start a full sprint thru my little house.


Quarter of a second im in the kitchen and so is my cat who's scrambling like me away from me but we have solid wood floors so keeping balance for the both of us was well kinda tough, Pitch black outside since i have so many objects in the way ( Walkin Freezer ) and Various vehicles, but some orangy light was reflecting off one vehicle, opening the door and rushing out with out letting my eyes focus because i knew exactly where the cars stood and how to pass thru them, i See my cousin racing across the street to a House that i now See one of the rooms Ablaze wildly, Nearly Burning white. My cousin is running all over the place trying to catch this little boy who's screaming "Dads not in there" when he runs awway from a Scion xb and runs too the door of the house, at about that time im already almost across my drive way (drive ways about 80ft from my doorway to the driveway wall) and i can Feel the heat from across the road and im thinking "Fuck! James!) as he rushes up and grabs the kid from the house door and take him to the grandmother whom's on the side there, old lady was screaming too "My Son i think he's asleep in that Room!" i heard that but in my mind i had promised to my cousin and was already up the stairs and looking in side his house to see if the kids ARENT watching this.

James (whom i affectionatly call jimmy as i known him with that name since kids ) is About to run in to the house and im already poised at the top flight of the stairs, if he went in 5 Seconds is all it would take me to Rush down at full speed to help him and whom ever might be inside out. Im not gonna leave my Best friend like that and wouldnt be the first time i rushed in to a flaming building for someone either. But he didnt go in becuse right as he was pointing trying to get info from the grandmother of the young boy there, the fire was bursting out of the living room window, this is with in 6 mins time of him calling me and me bursting out of the house, it spread quickly. the cops where already there or one at least, as it was his loop beat. Before him calling me and screaming over the phone he had Dialed 911 got a "please WAIT while we find a next available operator" is what he told me but 2 seconds a op came on and he told address (ours since it was across the street and he didnt know the number) said a cop just came to the scene then he hung up and called me, those were the first Steps.

He came back and it looked like he was Gonna have a nervous break down he was worried more then me, he has a good heart, and he kept thinking of the 'Sleeping' man that was in the back house and kept saying i feel so helpless i couldnt go in, the fire was so hot from that point where i was standing and when pointing my hands felt a 50 degree diffrence he said to me. We couldnt do nothing as it spreads so fast with in that 10 mins time before the fire trucks and all came, they came slower then usual due to the actual Pump engines being near Maalaeaa Harbor fighting off that big arse mountain fire, so Hazmat team and the Spares truck came ( that one with all the spare gear for firemen, tanks suits, hoses ect) with in another 6 more mins the rest came, but by then this fire had blown thru the front door
of the house and Caught 2 Cars that were about 8 to 10 feet from the house on fire which went aflame quickly and it also caught part of the massive mango tree on fire too. Nothing we could do and but watch as Jimmy had already thought after the trucks and firemen having been there he came back cause he would've been just int the way, but he couldnt stop thinking about the man that was back there.

another 10 mins go by as their trying to put out the fire, small explosions happening in the house, my family came out james got our landlord up too it was disasterous, were all watching.. at about 1:00am the fire's still raging as they try to put it out ( Propane Gas lines in the house keep it running Heavilly ) we hear a solid scream and nearly all the firemen jump on what we thought was a woman judging by the scream, Im immediatly out there to see, but was hard due to one of the massive trucks blockign the way, James began pacing more as we thought it was the guys wife going ballistic. so his heart sank more and almost begins to cry. being a curious Hyena and worried because i Knew that family.. that house i used to go to when i was like 8 years old, i knew the family the 'mans' older brother i knew was a classmate as i found out in the end it was still that family there. But moving out i see the firemen Escorting the Missing 'Sleeping' Man he was the one that screamed, i had to relief my cousin before he died from worry or got an ulcer. Greatfully No one that lived there was Hurt, the front sectiopn of the house from what i see now is obliterated, the cottage of the other family members are ok but singed from reports i got.

Have to hand it to my cousin james ( married in was my best friend rl and married to my actual cousin ) quick thinking on his part perhaps this will help my family understand him alittle more they were always not to fond of him because he was well slow and is alittle boisterous, but a good guy.

The Fire stoped at roughly 3am there were so many people, And during this, there's a 2 Story beautifull house next door with in the smoke range of the other house actually with in feets, the house owner was trying to grab a hose while in the smoke and hacking to wet down his house, A Police officer was yelling "Move away man its NOT worth it! ITS NOT NOW Woth it! GET BACK NOW, I said GET BACK" he was drawing pistol, Around here they have to becarefull because that man could've been hysterical and attacked the cop so the 'show' of force is sometimes required, but the man backed away prolly cause of the smoke mostly and atleast one fireman turned and shot that side of the 2 story house, but no damage to that house except for Extensive smoke damage as you couldnt see it from al lthe black smoke that was billowing over it at the time.

End was sad house is gone, though the wind helped save the cars that were in the driveway and Garage as well as the back cottage and the dobermans that were there., Firemen did what they could with most of their team Having been at the mountain fire thats been going for nearly a week now. but they did a good job in the end.

i walked across the street when i could but not to the house but to the family that lived there who was 2 houses down watching this police asking me all kinds of questions since me and my cousin were the first at the scenes but mostly about him since he was the literal first, i talked to the family and explained a bunch of things that happened before they were here saw the little boy he wasnt hysterical anymore as his daddy was there., the younger who i thought was a brother of the 'Sleeping man' was actually a nephew ( who's older then he ) the 'Sleeping' mans eldest brother was my Friend who i used to visit at that place to hang out with. I told him what went on in the first steps he's greatfull to my Cousin especially, in Final words i said " Material posessions can be replaced yes, but Life cannot, We thought you were in there and Nearly Rushed in to save you regardless of the fire, but by then it so Hot Approaching the door was already Singing skin, But when i seen you, i let my cousin know that you werent in there and he was severly relieved" The man nodded and smiled and said " i was angry so i went for a Walk but... never thought something like this would happen when i did go for a walk."

I stayed around for a while to help lift spirits and went home to my cousin's place he gave me a meatball sub thing from costco then i went home to sleep, This morning waking up to sounds of the Man being so hysterically nutty yelling at some kids as they stared at the place saying "What you Staring at Huh?! Go bring your fadda ( father) down over herge if you like stare! get out of here" i dont blame him but he always had a temper and could hear him yelling over there constantly, atleast he aint physical.

but Cousin i know your gonna read this but good job man... saving the kid and the old lady.

Well taking in to consideration about alot of things, ive decided to reduce my medication of what im taking which is clonazepam a benzodiazapine from 2 tablets ( 0.5 ) a day ( 1.0mg) total to half of one tablet a day reducing it to total of 0.5, might seem to be a dangerous task to some ,specially to some of ya medical students or actual doctors ( that know what their truely doing) But, Lets outline my current issues im having with it.

It works. Yes it works fairly well. i can drive about the block and maybe alittle further, if droped off at the mall i have no problem so far, maybe alittle nervousnes. and a small muster of things.

Depression! this is my more serious peice here, im already depressive prone since im a empathic critter, i never was a manic depressive untill my panic and anxiety was controlling my life litterally for a long time and it seemed to take a life of its own more or less recently, Suicidal thoughts are no good, makes me worried.

Anxious/Stressed out feeling goes on daily. just feels like im more stressed out then i really should be, Which in turn makes me well abit of a bitchy asshole as of lately. and realize ive been taking it out others around me because i feel Really irritable, and honestly i like being a happy hyena its just not happening.

Tired....im sleepy.. nearly all the time. the medication of course is a Tranquilizer but wow i just wana sleep all the time.. even right now as i write this post.

Confusion!?! Yea, normally im pretty sharp specially those that know me and have dealt with me, but as i progress using the medication, i find myself more and more prone to having a confused feel, like i should know what i am doing but im just incapable of 'doing' it which leads to irritability and frustration.

Addiction: Yes this one im starting to feel now, while Clonazepam is being the least of it for addiction, after the i think its been 3-5 months i been on it ( yea.. i dont remember honestly) im startign to catch that anxious addiction feeling.

Overall i know there's dangers to droping this medications like many sites, many doctors say my panic and anxiety can return in Full Blast, But this Benzodiazapine well i should say all, Have serious Hindering Effects on Exposure therapy and Congnitive behavioral Therapy which im trying to do with a counselor (that ive missed several sessions due to miriads of things here). but its something i feel that i should do. So im going to leave this message with my Doctors at KP.org ( Kaiser ) as a explaination ( of course with the lack of furry site and content). I must find alternative methods rather then medication. im tired of meds all my life as each one have one stupid effect after another.

eitherway i wish well for myself, i know a full blown panic and anxiety that could be stronger then before it was before (which i doubt i had a uncontrolled one that lead me to this mess due to meds recently it'll proly be like that one) is very and almost likely possible, but i'll chance that just to take my 'self' back.

I Fucken Hate people... Humans, wtf ever... BEcause of one ass, my Cats dead, i hope he Survives a Fucken Car Fire!.. i need a drive fuck my panic and anxiety BS i need a drive with my loud ass speakers and hope i dont see the fucktard on the road cause a 5.0 can accelrate very nicely.....

hyena does not like electricity....... hooked both my arms up to EGM machine to check
electro impulses whew... that was painfull those shocks going thru the arms... But
the Needle part i think was the worst, while i didnt feel it in my arms so much except for one spot
at my forearm on elbow joint, on the inside where they take blood... and the most painfull one
was the Thumbat the base in to the thumb palm section... THAT Fricken hurt. usually
i like pain since im masochistic.. but i dont like needles.. but That was a Really painfull kind of pain.

after those tests.. they found i actualyl have CTS midly in my left arm too but more moderatly severe in my right arm.

unfortunatly the test caused my arms now to be Really weak and my right hand and left hand are alittle swollen up
griping things is painfull right at the moment.
oww.

Reposting this here since i didnt have enough time at the hospital to do so

Im still at the hospital, waiting to be checked out, got to love having a business wireless 3g dongle, i thank my cousin for bringing my laptop to me.

Yesterday was not a fun thing for me i collapsed in the yard while on the computer arguing with 4 diffrent folks
and my own Father on stupid things, I had a small stress induced heart attack and was carried away by an ambulance
i managed to tell one person but i think it was the wrong person to be seriously honest as i was in an argument with one person and her mom steped in, wont go playing with that thought anymore.

As for the rest of you that started an argument with me that was a minor thing.. computer arguments and some game things are natural but man dont take it to unnatural levels, leave Superiority complex's at the door when talking to me
dont tell me i know shit about computers, networks or how to play a game i been playing for a very long time, Because i dont do it to you. And as a Full side note to you folks

My cousin HAS permission to use my computers and HAS told a couple of you what happened, Yes he might have been REALLY mean to couple of you, But he took a slight surprizing measure and REMOVED some of you folks from my Contact List, But honestly, I do not know if i Should be Angry at him, or Greatfull?, THose words sound harsh? well to bad, wait? what my medication (cloneazepam) has made me mean and an bitchier? Yes it could have, but that isnt also a excuse to use against me when YOU yourselves are being messed up with me too, Check your selves first then speak, its a Damned 2 Way bloody street, dont expect to say something and Suddenly get so 'Surprized' when i become offended by such mean words.... You folks know you are, Unlike some of the Stereotypical Drama Furries we have in.

Our little community, im not PRONE to saying Whom you Are over a journal just so -MY- friends and their friends friends brothers sisters cousin's and aquiantance furries go comming around and Attacking you in places they may know you at, its BS, but i can still give a General discourse and not name anyone.

im needing to place the laptop down now and get out of this hospital gown they said i can go now... im being prescribed a months worth of Lisinopril for hypertension n high blood pressure..... my dads on this stuff but its permament for him... i hope its not perm for me they said only 1 month.....im still fairly young only damned 31 afterall.
oo.... age slip Sorry to those that thought i was younger i never -DID- tell anyone my age before atleast not on public places! haha...., I'll Twitter shit along the way as im going to make use of it more often now....

P.S: quick editing note.... Dont damned Threaten my Cousin with FBI shit for using my comps when he has permission to btw, he also brought me my phone for me, a couple of you did that and said they'd call my phone to yell at him or my dad about... no calls thats called Bluffing, luv yas ;P

A very old mud that has seen its glory days, Now back in the hyena's spotlights, Age of the ancient is Multi paced Fantasy Text based mud and has been around since the 90's, Many Races and classes to offer as well as Multi-classing, So if you like Roleplaying and Text based games with alot of action to go along with it give Age of the Ancients 2 a try, So fire up your Favorite Mud client or ( Telnet if your masochistic) and connect to mud.ancients.org port 5000

http://www.mauinews.com/page/conten.....67.html?nav=10


not even close to funny how stupid people are these days. i had to shut down all my server equipment
and other delicate devices when they cut the power grid to this area, course my main computer isnt starting up
but atleast the server is ok, but any damage to my system from the outage is no where compaired to
the damage Who ever the fricken arson's were that did that to the school and a small church shed near by.

http://greygulo.livejournal.com/207491.html

Go check it out and see whats in store,
But you must post on their LJ, NO ANON posts
use your LJ acct or damned make one!
and read the instructions =P

to long of a yaky yaky hyena here. so read behind the link

Welp all the cars that have been sitting around for a while down here where i live
are now road worthy... especially the 1998 Mercedes Benz CLK320, that one was a wierd one
not due to fixing it.. it was how i aquired the parts, cost me 16 or so bucks for the
special adapter to refit the pump.

My cousin James took me over to Loves bakery yesterday ( 3/22/10 ) and i looked across
the way and saw all these mercedes at a local repair shop for imports. now there's
3 auto repair shops there all specializing in things, being a Nosy hyena like me
i went over there t snoop, Going in to the office a small japanese man in there
with a smile on his face when i entered, so i chated to him that i needed even a used
that they pulled or even one they've thrown away, but i kept rubbing my arm at the time
and he got curious about it, told em bad case of carpal tunnel, which was true but prior
to going there i was disecting a sealed style pump attempting to fix it.

The old man seemed familiar like i seen him around with my grandfather when i was younger
he tells me pumps like that for those cars are fairly expensive, but he thought a moment
and said try ask my son in about an hour he's out, and i hmmed 1 hour i might not be here
but i could check back, but he interupted me and said Look he's back, quick go ask! So i walked
out to a white benz Suv and saw the son, I had to stare at him a few before speaking, it
ends up that he's a class mate of mines from middle and Junior high so it became story
time for a while, asked afterwards for a pump, tellimg him atleast the inlet dimensions
being large, so he went and looked about, finally at a loss went over to a storage container.

He reaches in to this shipping style storage container and pulls out a Used Bosch pump
and s howed it to me.. it was fat versus the skinny one the clk320 had but had only 1
inlet but it was the large one, though outlet was absolutely diffrent but it could
be screwed off as it was aftermarket, showing this to me he said you'd have to remake
the electrical connections, which is easily done i said, then i said to him how much
id love to give it a whirl, He shrugged and didnt know saying Go as my dad and points
over to him which i turn to look as my classmate says ' how much for this', his dad says ' used
ya? was going use it for any projects?' class mate answers ' no been sitting in there for a
really long time', his father says give 'em den, to my surprize i say are you sure? and they
all said ya, maybe you'll come back with some beer hehe.

My Cousin pulls up at about that time and comes to me as im talking to them in awe,
class mate hands me the pump and i nod to them 'Ya i'll bring back some beer then, what
kind?" class mate says well he drinks bud lite as the father cuts him off and says 'laters
laters, just go give that a try and see if it even works still but i said yep i'll come by again!"

so we had left and spent another 1 1/2 after bribing my real cousin (his wife) if i could
have him drive me about to stores, well home depot, lows dint have any ditting that could
sit that pump how i liked it. but Aloha Otto parts had it they said these fitttings are
expensive.. turns out the 2 peices i needed was only 16 bucks for the pair, Went home
caped off the second gas inlet tube which was a vapor line of sorts and it ran but i got
worried as the vehicle Studdered at 4k-4.5k RPM, so i thought the pump just wasnt
delivering enough juice to the system but anything under that was perfectly fine
just about getting done the owner of the mercdes wife, anamae asked me what happened
i yelled fuck while i was under the car, burnt my arm on the muffler lightly cause i was doing
tests and making sure to tighten all the pressure leaks.

Owner and our landlord and long friend Joe comes in and i say to him its running and i was
about to take it for a drive, i could see lots of whites in his eyes as he said OK lets
go, though i mentioned the bogging at 4k and he said hmm as i explained the pump
may not give get you to 120mhp, but he said ok but LETS go take it for a ride! we washed
it down and went roading in expired tags around streets ect, had to make sudden stops at
lights turning yellow to fast and we could hear the brakes which needed to be 'recleaned'
by use and pressure, he made jokes of that. Fuel gauge was at 0 with light cause i didnt
put too much gass in it + fuel injector cleaner prior, Joe left his wallet and my HFN
fuel card was having problems at minit stop pumps which a good thing it was Dads class
mate to help out so we got gas he'll pay be 20 laters for the 20 in it.

heading back home he makes me turn up kcc way which is a long stretch.. i had to test it
as he was saying how beautifully smooth the car is and how he loves drive it and how used to
zoom it on the pali to lahaina, i Stomp the pedal and to my surprize i got it to Redline
at 6k (7k max never go to max redline on any car), and were like wow yea the power! ( CLK320 coupe
has Touring Style V6 ) great pick up`but was short lived cause strip was alittle more then a
quarter mile and i was already going 120+ mph (220km or so) and he said YEP that will clean
up the breaks really good now hahaha!, so we went home all happy like, i was a really happy
hyena more happy then anytime like i had i been since living with my Fuzeh family and
working on Malxe's cars, We fell in to chating as my cousin james comes down stairs to
yak saying he's jealous that kel (me irl name) fix those and for 16 bucks at most!

Chatign went on and we got in to business Ventures,Along side the business thing Joe has with
dad to do the refrigeration things, were thinking about putting a Pick a Part Junk yard here
to there used to be one here many years ago.. many many years ago.. the old man got to old and
had it closed down some 10 years back. none exist. Joe and me has passion to work on vehciles
and my cousin too he actually worked for the pick a part place for that old man that retired
the place. Joe wants to do this kind of things and is sick of working for hotels too plus
he had this idea with his brother long time ago since his brother is progressive auto
policy insurer and the guy that Appraises all the vehicles for repairs if they been in accidents
and such, and now is all Jung Ho about it, as am i He wants to talk more about it, we've in
that 1 1/2 hour taling after drivign was saying about prospective places lkike one spot
where a towing company had moved away from that was in town that had a fairly large lot.

But in Long Short here, im super happy i got those Fixed and all, While it kept me away
from the computer for a while and my friends and loved ones, I really needed that kind of enjoyment
a hyena like me gets stir crazy if i cant fix something in a project style way and be able to enjoy
it.. my tail's still bottle brush happy about it.

this things been sitting for 5 years and the fuel pump siezed up , was parked due to the fact its A/c locked up and was burning the belts apart, so now i just unfroze the pump replaced the fuel relay's , Did some Heavy welding modification to the Throttle body since its original steel pipes were corroded and spitting out Anti-freeze ect.... ALL good! nice sound from a 5.7 LT1

Redoing my OS and Diching vista.. hurrayz. be back eventually.

Last night made a official Conjoin of 2 Seperate IRC networks, Hifur-IRC and NNIRC now have joined together, The

Conjoin here is that Hifur-IRC and NNIRC Both keep their own Network names but users from both sides can interact perfectly fine, Hifur-IRC now has a completely ne custom Service system that i had install which now incorperates both NNIRC and Hifur-IRC users, Connection to Hifur-IRC is unhindered  and resumes normal operability, Now People have more Folks to chat with on diffrent channels! SO Hifur-IRC users! Hang around in chat More often and learn how to use the network better! Use a thirdparty IRC client and browse all the channels in the network!

well we all now know how well the tsunami warning systems here is in hawaii and its pure awesome. but the waves were to small and our feet only got wet which is a good thing.

damned i killed my merc stealth illuminating keyboard, i loved that thing to death... sigh this is a bummer now i have to get used to a regular keyboard and im all wierd with it..... i want my gaming keyboard back ;.;

Happy Vday Folks!

well technically starving ones self in a way while getting all the nutrients needed to run the body,
my family's been doing it for many manymany years all with really good results... so im giving it a shot
today.

Thing is can i hold out.. i lurvs my foods dammit! butz im to fatz! grrr. ya.. maybe i just
need a clothing pin for my nose so i dont smell all the foods around here ;.; *twitches*

Heya Folks!, well servers are back once more for Opencanvas usage, its been down for a while now due to a hardware failure, But its back now! to use them you must visit the Hifur Chat / irc and typing !ocs to see if a server is running/occupied or not. There is one that does not require the use of IRC but it is not as Versatile as the irc controlled servers. 73.253.150.142 port 9001 ( oc default) is the non irc controlled one. it is reset generally on a daily basis but i may be contacted via IRC to reset it if it is a old used canvas, Note size is static in that server at 4000 x 4000 and wont be changing, IRC controlled servers are versatile in this with a max of 4000x4000 canvas size which is user configurable.

It can also be found on Furnet IRC under my old channel #Opencanvas.

Happy New Years From Hawaii!Happy New Years From Hawaii!Happy New Years From Hawaii!Happy New Years From Hawaii!Happy New Years From Hawaii!Happy New Years From Hawaii!Happy New Years From Hawaii!

ya was fun went out with family to a friends place that was in the boonies basicly, blew up some fireworks
and shot off some shotguns, that place is beautifull, Deep deep valley and ravines and he owns the whole place too, you could fit a hotel on it if you go by square footage, in actuality cant due to umm cliffs and ravines lol...

but its all good. family and them are setting up a shooting range for their SASS ( Sing action shooting Society) a cowboy reinactment thing where they do sport target shooting and flying clay launcher thingies.

Picked up new hardware for the server to replace the old dead one, IRC server ect will be up soon again 16 minutes agoPicked up new hardware for the server to replace the old dead one, IRC server/Hifur chat ect will be up soon again

ahh... happy Bday to myself....... though Gift/GiftArt so very welcome! hehehe

Gawd this month is depressing for me... cause on Thursday the 17th i turn another Year older which teeters me over the hill officially! */cry*... But some good did come out of it i was surprized by a very dear friend of mines with these...

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3136739

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3136632

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3136623

a rather fun surprize for me as no ones ever commissioned for me... heck i havent even commissioned fer myself at all yet! so this was a very lovely surprize.. i has more iconz whee! <3.

otherwords i got myself going in a opensimulator project and making bash scripties for dependancy installation haha... fun its been taking my mind off this whole birthday thing and gettin older bleh.

Well ya'll that know me im a severly Avid Slackware user, mainly for my servers for security ect.. well nuff off that. Im seeking input for a DESKTOP oriented Linux solution.. specially one that will run Vmware/Virtualbox ect. anyone have decent suggestions?

Damned i went to my cousin's place this week and he got borderlands for the Xbox.... Damned thats a fun game! now i want it on Steam lol... just to expensive to aquire atm.. im to broke

i cant even begin to explain how shitty today was, stupid people , angry over small things, enough to swear at me about alittle peice of dustball escaping from me cleaning a machine.... such a shitty day i really considered hanging myself at the end of the day.... grrr...

Aloha Fellow critters!,

Recent Addition to Those of you that love to play Pen and paper Style RPGs specially over irc can now Rest alittle with ease, Though the commands are mainly  for the Game Master it should Add alittle more Spice to your Roleplaying Enviroments Here's a list of commands below.

The commands execution are as Followed:

/npc #channelname Npcname yakyaktext  - This will create a NPC name and make it Say yakyaktext ie: <*Randomnpc*> yakyaktext

/npca #channelname Npcname desired action - Like above this will cause the Npc to Emote an Action ie: * *Randomnpc* flexes

/narrator #channelname Text - This is the Narrator Say is good for if the GameMaster's name is a Live character in their own game IE: <-Narrator-> test

/narratorA #channelname desired action - This is for Narrator's doing actions. much like the command NpcA with the exeption you cannot change the Narrator's name.

/ambiance #channelname insert nature/battle backgrounds/pin drops to floor here - This command is basicly Ambiance, something one would hear in a room, or your current surroundings ie: <>Ambiance<> a soft wind blows thru the window, a lone mosquitoe is buzzing around your ear.

Limitations to This to avoid abuse in channels, Only channel Operators may issue these commands, The person issuing  the command -MUST- be in the channel in order for it to work and must be Op'd in the channel for it to work as well.

So hop on in make your own RPG channels, invite yer friends and have fun!

hifur.mystydragon.com / irc.mystydragon.com port 6667

or

via Hifur chatlink for Web-based IRC client ( must be a registered hifur user )

My appologies, server will be down for a few hours while i do some hardware maintenance.

Today's doctor appt left me feeling rather violated needless to say XD, it was a Full physical, i got groped poke proded felt up, what hurt alot was him suddenly pushing down on my stomach erf, While normally im fair about things, its just.. When yer at a doctors office things just turn very diffrent, Sure he was abit cute and all and gave me 'odd' looks or so i thought, it was Still a physical checkup, i think the most Violating thing for me was the needles and the numerous blood work, i dont do well with needles i have a uber phobia for them.... and plus stealing a vamps blood is a no no lulz..... Regardless its all for the good i suppose to check my hormone crap see if their going funky with me, like what ever a Corticotropin release hormone test is, and the other one for my Adrenaline stuff, all could prolly contribute to my panic and anxiety disorders ect...

Needles... icky needles i feel violated.....

So as i said before iv been hooked on Monster hunter freedom unite, Well now i can play it online with out a Bloody PS3 with the use of Xlink Kai! Hey Anyone wana Join up and play sometime? hehe granted ya need to be able to use Xlink Kai too

My Appologies for people getting bumped off the chat system and getting ( Too many Connections) Errors i will be fixing that problem soon as i get off work later tonight. - Lain

well i may not be around for a bit, my island homes are under a Tsunami Watch by atleast 6:50pm..... i hope my area is away from the waves.... i think.......... as i might not be able to get out of my house quick enough... ugh....